Sigh !

I must be really crazy to be blogging at a time like this .. But I can't stop thinking of those things ! What to do ? ): Momoren will never know nor understand .. Nor is th person suppose to know I'm referring to ta* . Hais ): Really shag ... I thought its completely over ! But its not ! Somehow maybe , but not fully ! Hais ! Sad life for me man ! Why isn't it ending ? Why's everything getting more complicated ? WHY ? Cos its my life ... Fated destiny .. Wei shen me ta* shi ni ne ?:( Every once I think back , I constantly can't stop thinking . Hais . What am I suppose to do ? June lerh , yet things are getting worst ... Why ?): More problems and things to worry , less things to smile and laugh about ... I really wish to hide somewhere and avoid everything ... If only , everything stopped . Even for a moment would be good .. Why won't things get better ? I smile I scream I shout , end of th day , what I'm left w is nothing but tears ... Why ? Maybe this holiday is a good time to make me completely forget everything .. Or isit really gonna just be like this all th way ?): Urghh ... Sucha great life I'm having . Hais . Who'll ever understand these feelings ? Hope I can get to sleep and wake up for sch .. Kk maybe time for afew drinks and off to Zzz !;(

LOST , SHAG , SAD ):

~*T,C&LWNR**~

12:16AM ; 01 June 11

Days are passing fast ~

Its gonna be th June holidays already ... Hais . I'm taking a step while days passes . Nothing special , just weird . Well , half of th year more to changing of everything . After N levels , things will change . Things have to change . Shagged . Things can never remain th same forever . As time passes , people and things change . Don't ever take things for granted in a moment , or you may regret it for life . And also , never procrastinate doing things you thought of doing , cos if you don't do it , you may never have th chance to anymore . In 2011 , is th year which most things changed and took place . I'll never forget this year . Hmmm ..

01:43PM ; 28 May 11

~*T,C&LWNR**~

):

Things are getting from bad to worst ! I wonder what to do then things will get better .. Hais ! So many things ... 3 years lerh , things haven't got any better ! Why can't we be better than how we started off ? I don't believe nothing last . Maybe nothing , BUT EXCLUDING TRUE FRIENDS ! But just why is all of this happening ? Maybe after each of us understand whats each other's having on their minds then this would be over ? I've already been making it so obvious and clear to you ... I don't wish things to continue this way . Afew more months and we might not be that close any more .. But why can't things just stop until at least this year ends and we don't see each other that often ? Hais ... Things really changed ! What can I say ? I've taken th inniciative to let you know almost everything that are on mind . But what about you ? Doing all those silly things won't even help but only hurt you . Maybe you just don't know I care ba .. Sigh !! What should I do ? ):

SAD SHAG SIAN !

~*T,C&LWNR**~

09:13PM ; 16 May 2011

Yayyy !

Stupid MYE over le^^ Fantastic !:) Happy si le ! So many things happened again from my last post .. Sian ttm man ): Nothing turned out right . Quarrelled with someone dao never talk lerrh): Thinking of giving in , but I'll sure throw my face cos I ain't th one at fault .. Well , if you momo ren see this , good for you ba . I sure miss you . You've been th most awesome someone which has been always cheering me up and accompanying me through since th first day of sch here . Never regretted getting to know you . Secondly , I guess , probably* , maybe , I already gotten over you . Your gone , everything's gone , but th memories and everything from you will always be remembered and be with me . Almost coming 2 years le , but I finally realised maybe it wasn't even meant to be from th day it started .. Things really feel very weird without you around . Getting used to it . No matter how far or wherever you are , I'll always wish th best and try to be there helping as much as I can . Everything's gone , maybe even forgotten by you . But I'll never forget th things I said and promised to you . I'll make sure I'll do as I say even if you have forgotten . Everything will be remembered ... 17/07/09 , I hope its really gone for good and that those flashbacks won't keep returning . Lastly , I hope ni* , will feel less bothered* after I try to make things easier for you ... Somehow I hope it will .. You don't have to know what , but just hope you'll feel better .. Hope everything stop being so saddening for me and turn out better from now :'( !

**I HOPE , I WISH , those things will come through !**

~*T,C&LWNR**~

07:22PM ; 12 May 11

Blogging blogging time ~

Time passes really fast and its already th end of my cpa MYE paper(: ! Hope Maths P2 gonna be as easy as cpa !:) Bored bored bored . Tired tired tired . So many things happening again lately ! You you you , omg . Seriously wondering wondering what on earth are you thinking-.- Hmmm ... Exams exams exams . Sian ttm la . And I'm surely gonna get over you^^ Thought through so much , and realised I seriously was very silly and naive ! Do so much , say so much , end up things ended even quicker than expected . Well well well , gonna wan quan ba ni wang diao ! Feelings for you faded , much faster than I thought it would be . Have been thinking .. Maybe in th past I thought I needed you , I thought you were th one , thats why si dou bu yao let go . But after you've gone , I realised actually I didn't really needed you . I guess , its just all my imagination . Haha . Seriously , a big joke out of myself ... Its all because , wo yi wei and wo hen tian zhen .. Hais stupid ! From now on , I needa clear my mind and not be so pathetic lerh . Once bitten twice shy . Don't wanna make a fool out of myself again . MUST FORGET AND FORGET !); All along , I'm th one thinking too much .. I mustn't let this repeat ever again . Time to walk out of all these and get up on my own independently . Sometimes , I really laugh and smile so wide , but deep down it ain't turning out th way I seem . What to do ? This is REALITY , LIFE . Hais . Kay , gonna put a stop to everything here , gonna go to sleep and not gonna think of these things when I get up ! So whateva ~ Sleeping time !

THIS FEELING SUCK TO TH MAX MAN );
It all started because of my imagination and childishness .

03:20PM ; 5 May 11

~*T,C&LWNR**~

Blog time !^^

I guess , I'm gonna fully get over you ! In th past , I would never have such thinkings for you th way I'm having now . You no longer hold any position to me . Not anymore . Love to hatred , must be what you always wanted . I'm glad I finally wake up from these stupid craps I've been having for you . Stupidy , yea , its gonna be all over any time . I swear things will never be th same again . HEN XIA XIN NEVER GONNA RETURN TO TH PAST ANYMORE . Needa wake up before history repeats itself all over again . Secondly , I'm glad that you're outta my life completely . No you = to life being a few billion times better . No stress , no nothing^^ !
And I don't understand why you* like to always act so childishly . Your actions and everything will not make me jealous again . I'll love my life just th way it is . Won't bother more already . Should concentrate and spend more time on my business (w my PIC* hehee^^v) , studies and w them from now !:) Gonna do my best in everything and stop acting th way I used to be ! (; Must really cherish momo ren more too* , and spend more time w another someone !:D ^^ (; ! ** Hope my smile will remain this WIDE >>> :DDDD <<< :B

~ LOVE IS IN TH AIR ~ ^^v

~ *T,C&LWNR** ~

01:28PM ; 2 May 11