A crap day !-.-

Today was a boring day . Sch sucked . Whole day didn't even drink or eat ! Hmm, blablabla and th day passed . After sch jiu chinese oral , waited fr more than an hr before my turn-.- Results sure cui ! After school went back le . Bored and stupid day w sucha crap weather_|_ ..

To you* : We seem to not talk much anymore . I feel really bad reacting this way towards you too .. But , sorry . I just have to ... Hope you'll get used to it soon . Hais ! Really bao qian !

And , thought bout everything th past few days .. I really don't want anything to happen . Whatever I say to you seems like nothing already ... Hais .. Ni kai xin jiu hao le ... Hope you'll be alright .. Hope things will soon be fine and gets better ... Miss you !:(

~ *T,C&LWNR** ~

7:30PM ; 31 March 11

A Happy Day ! (:

We finally went out today again ! Just th two of us , like on a date !:D Yayyy ! Happy happy ! HAHA . We're like crazy people which like to entertain ourselves , like to go crazy , talk about random stuffs and talk nonsense ! Th last time we went out was like more than 3 weeks ago ! We should start to go out more often and talk more again !:) Took train to tamp , keep laughing and talking about random stuffs , exercising* , and many things bout and in th train !^^ HAHA ! We must stay sweet ! Last long my dear !:D Hehee:B Did many things** before going to a T1 shop , spent like more than half an hr inside because I saw soooo many MINNIE MOUSE THINGS !^^ <3 Wah ! In there uhh , have super many minnie mouse things ! So cuteeeeeee la !:D After that kept walking in circles w you* in th shop finding storybooks and end up very dizzy , jiu fnally went home ! Bought a teen magazine and a MINNIE MOUSE Clear folder !!;D We should go out more often from time , just th two of us !^^ <3 I love you many many , and miss yr hug:( Haha . Thats all fr today ! <3

~* T,C&LWNR** ~

8:25PM ; 30 March 11

Urrghh !

I shouldn't have scolded th whole wide world when it was only concerning just another party and I* ! Urrghh ! Really shouldn't have ... Because of that , things got worse ! Next time I shouldn't do things that way already ! It ain't fair to other people ! Gosh , silly me .. Got to kick that stupid bad habbit of mine le ! And I really ought to care more about others before myself in future ! I shouldn't be so selfish and only think fr myself ! I got to learn to change le ! Afternoon scolded her , feeling so bad and worried now .. Hais , I really didn't mean it ... Can't rewind time .. Hais . Well , have to face it and learn to change ! Must jiayou and ping dao di !

~ T,C&LWNR** ~

9:30PM ; 29 March 11

Sigh ..

Yesterday too busy blog ~ Reach home 8 plus , shower , went do cw stuffs . Slept late and hardly got a good rest . Marching was so damn tiring ! But anyway had fun . Someone allowed me to sit on him/her cos no more chair sit !^^ And still bao wo !:D <3 We looked so sweet and people kept looking ! ~ Hehe:B ! Hope we can remain so sweet and get closer !:) As fr today , really tired of all these things happening .. From day to night , non stop , things always happens ... Sch have sch de stress , out of sch have other stuffs .. Tsk ... Everything's getting from bad to worst ... If this continues I'll sure break down .. Hais ... Y'all ain't there anymore ... All of you are drifting away slowly from me .. I don't understand a thing ... Maybe I think too much .. Probably I shouldn't even care . I'm really sick of everything .. How I wish it all was a dream ... When will things get better ? ): ... No one will truly understand this feeling:( . As of today , I'm just gonna sleep my day till its night and study when I get up ... Don't wanna think of anything le .. Saw you this morning , on th spot shag .. Sigh , every once someth reminds me of you I , I think of all those things ... Hais .. You'll never understand whats this feeling .. Probably I just deserve it ... Lost , speechless and upset .. Sigh ... As long as you'll be happy , its ok ..

~ *T,C&LWNR** ~

4:59PM ; 29 March 11

Finally !

Finally got rid of that bloody bo lp person which kept spamming like a stupid retard-.- Anyone who wants to comment from now on , please KINDLY leave yr real name and don't speak any dirty* languages esp in my tagboard ! Thank you vrey much <:

~ *T,C&LWNR** ~

Hais !:(

Why is this all happening ? Why ? What have I done wrong ? Is it really true that only after one loses someth then he/she will know how to cherish it ? Just what are even friends ? I don't understand a single bit . I'm tired of everything ... Why .. Why things always happen to me at th sane time ? Feeling freaking helpless .. ): Sigh ....Things changed .. Maybe letting go might be th only way out .. Hais , xi guan jiu hao ba ! Feeling so damn shag and upset ...

~ *T,C&LWNR** ~

1:33AM ; 27 March 11

Hello peopleeeee !:)

Maybe its only th second day thats why I've so much to post about ! Haha ! Alot of gong wu gong bo things !:) Too bored , bobian norh !^^ I suddenly miss alot of poeple due to being in sch fr th last 4 days:( Adelin-eeee ARBA* , HIM ♥ , PUIBA , many other people and not forgetting my NURSE JOY ! Haha . My gfriend keep grumbling that I've left her alone fr 4 days and when I return , she's gonna go on mc ! Haha ! Not like I want de ma:( Plus , who on earth enjoys marching ?! Not idw go sch uhh , is I have a stupid eye infection ! Must understand !:) Haha ! Will go back to sch asap !:D

AND , sorry people , I know this current blog looks stupid ! Gonna make it look better by next week I guess ! Haha . Thats all fr NOWWWW ~! Byebye^^

~ *T,C&LWNR** ~

5:24PM ; 26 March 11

Some thoughts ..

My finally post before I'm off to sleep ! Promised my Nurse Joy I would be asleep by 02:25 but its already 4:40 and I'm not asleep yet ! Well its because I simply can't get to sleep though I'm very tired and sleepy .. Some stuffs came to mind again ... I thought some blogging would help make me feel better so I just decided to blog my thoughts out . Hais . Talked to friend about some issues and it made me more confused of my decision .. I really don't know what should I do . Yr* things make me can't sleep . I'm so frustrated and upset . Sigh . If only you really understand how and what I'm going through though I seem like I'm ok ... Without yr messages , I feel weird , it feels wrong . I want us* to be back to before 10th March .. Is it possible ?.. Sometimes I can't control my temper . And yet sometimes , you don't wanna give in and we both start it ALL AGAIN-.- .. Yeah , maybe its my attitude and stuffs and I ought to kick this stinky part of me away from my character . I hope things will start to get better .. Hope you'll be th you I used to know and be there whenever I need you , plus be a better you in future ... I have to change now before its too late .. Wanting things to change fr th better from now ..

Was searching some stuffs fr this blog ! :) WILL BE DOING UP THIS BLOGGY HOPEFULLY BY SUNDAY ! Hehe <3

Fb-ing fb-ing ...

Fb till bout 5am and I'll be off to sleep !^^

Wheee ~ All of a sudden , I'm feeling hungry too ! Haha ! *Gastric* :( Maybe I should eat my early "breakfast" before turning in later ! Haha:) Wan an people ! <:

**~ My NURSE JOY , sorry fr making you wait fr so long but I still end up not sleeping ! Heng you never wait or else you'll have to wait till you faint or someth ! & thanks fr waiting !:) ~ **

~ *T,C&LWNR** ~

4:44AM ; 26 March 11

My shout-outs !;(

When I wasn't in th mood in th day , I posted this on Tumblr too ..

Dislike everything thats happening today ! I don’t know wth I did wrong to deserve all these ! Nobody would understand because they aren’t me and in my position . Sigh ! Everything thats happening really pisses me off . Sometimes I really wish I could fall into a deep sleep and wake up w no more problems . I’m really tired of all these ..

I may seem ok , putting a smile on all th time and even say I’m ok . But deep down inside , I ain’t ok , I ain’t alright . I feel that I can’t rely on anyone … Well , this is life . And life is never fair … Needa acccept it and look on th bright side , think positive … Many things always happens on and to me . But why does it have to be me ? People always try to be different , but yet I want to be th same . Th same in many ways . Maybe im just too tired of being “unique” , th odd one and all . Hais . Why’s my life like this ? Hope I really can lead a simple life and be happy . And I realise , sometime human beings are so strange . They tend to say things opposite from what they’re thinking and act as if they don’t care when they really do . WEIRD .

BORED , frustrated , annoyed and can’t seem to figure out so many things !;/ Urrghh !;(

~ *T,C&LWNR** ~

2:01AM ; 26 March 11

First post on tumblr^^

K la , freaking bored so decided to create a tumblr accnt ~ Almost died of boredom fr th past 3 days ! Home alone all these days . Thanks to this stupid eye I have ! Doctor said I have eye lid infection:( Sobs ! So pain and itchy ! Urrghh ! Missed so much of lessons and happenings at sch le ! Sians . So much of catching up to do ! I miss my gfriend lots too:( Because of this eye , she have to go to sch alone everyday and do everything alone;( Gonna spend more time w her when I return to sch !^^ Hehe:B Miss her muchhyyyy , NOT FORGETTING him♥ , & another her !^^

In th process of these 4 days , I finally seen th true colours of some people . Well , can’t really call them friends now . Disappointed much .. Oh well , its a fact I just gotta learn to accept . I also made a new close friend ! He/she AKA MY Nurse Joy , is a really wonderful friend as I know . This friend of mine have been keeping me close company up till now , since I haven’t been to sch . My NURSE JOYhave been really caring and a friend which always cheer me up no matter what(: I really appreciate this friend’s care and all . Hope everything will turn out better and that our friendship will last !:D Really happy to know that someone really cares even just as a friend:)

Maybe gonna blog bout more thinggggs laterr !^^

Thats all fr nowyyy ! Love y’all !

~ *T,C&LWNR** ~

1:35AM ; 26 March 11

A dumb Intro:)

I did someth lame in th day ! I was so bored I created a tumblr acc and wanted to start on it !-.- End up after asking a friend more about tumblr , I decided to come back to blogging again ! Haha k I know I'm lame so I'm back to blogging !^^ <3>

♥ *T,C&LWNR*

1:18AM ; 26 March 11